Until my birthday! Peppermint tea and the Tiger Lillies on the stereo before I leave for work on a (finally!) sunny day! Damn, I think the sun disappeared as I wrote that.  Perhaps I was presumptuous with that statement.

Still feeling the topsy turvy twistyness of the night previous, what with my being torn between the presence of a new puppy in my life and the freedom to gallivant any time I damn well please, coupled with the desire to gallivant.  And I don’t know so much if it’s the commitment to someone that I dread. Maybe it’s been too soon since Auberon died.   Maybe I’m putting too much emphasis on being sure that I’m making the right decision instead of actually making one. That’s nothing new for me.

Maybe I should go outside while the sun is shining…..and so I will.